To Silly Man

I know you read this blog. So you can come here and read this over and over because I never tell you often enough how much I love you. I never say often enough how much I appreciate how much you care about my son and his future. I never say often enough how patient you are with him and what a tremendously good influence you are on his life. I can't know how you put up with me when I have my fits of despair, but you do. You hang in there with me and are still there when I emerge with regained composure. You love my body which I do not love myself. You make me feel like no one else in the world can. I cannot imagine my life without you. Everyday is better because of you. Weekends with you here are like my own little piece of utopia. My life changed the day you reentered it and waited patiently for me to notice you there. I can never ever communicate in words how incredibly significant it is to me that you love me.